Day 30

 I really haven’t been doing much introspection lately. I am still enjoying the Waking Up meditation app, but I haven’t done a death meditation in the last few days. I have been focused on kite surfing. I took a lesson from somebody at Armando’s and it was a miss again. I’ve decided to just focus on going to the place that is professional. Part of me feels bad because I want to support a friend, but also “Don’t set yourself on fire to keep somebody else warm” so I am practicing that.